Day 12--Please E-mail me Some Motivation. I lost mine.

Today kind of blew.  I planned on going about 80 miles but I had no energy.  Couple that with a head wind and leg cramps and other problems--it just didn't go as expected.
I had a new seat sent to Buckhorn.  I was excited and expected it to be the answer to all of my problems.  It is called a Spiderflex.  I expected it to be awesome sauce right out of the gate.  It wasn't.  At all.  I will give it another chance later on, but for now, I am going back to my torture device of a seat I have been on.
I woke up early--I actively tried to sleep in but was up by 6.  There was ice on my tent.  I was warm in my bag but as soon as I got out of it--Lets just say severe nippage occurred.
There was a strong easterly wind which excited me.  A tailwind is a great, grand, and groovy thing to have.  It was so strong that when I pulled my tent stakes it blew my tent away.  I really thought it was going to be a great day.  Once I got all packed up I picked up my new seat.  I spent the next 20 miles trying to dial it in with no luck.  It just didn't feel right.
So, I got going after that, still the new seat hoping it started to feel right.  It never did in the measly 40 miles I managed today.
I just had zero energy.  I had no gas in my tanks.  It was well after dark by the time I got into Silver City NM.  I really didn't perform like I wanted to today.
I did get a hotel tonight and soaked in the tub with Epson salt....even though I think tubs are grooooos.  I also got a steak.  A huge one.  I had to restrain myself from eating it like a caveman with my hands.
Tomorrow I have a few big climbs.  After that though I descend 4000 feet.  I am hoping to get my first century of the trip tomorrow.  We will see what happens.  I think my fuel tanks are filled back up now.